smooth downtempo R&B, warm lo-fi

I’m blowing smoke just to fade the pain,
    She’s spending my check while she’s changing her name.
    I got the state on my line for a kid that ain’t mine,
    While she’s out in the streets living her best life.
    Yeah, I roll it up, light it up, try to forget,
    Paying child support for a love I regret.
    Another hundred on the dresser, another roll in the sky,
    She got the money and the mans, I just got the high.